ansari, my forum mate who i have never met always notices if there's something going on in my mind. he said, "mel dah tak ceria cam sebelum ni." ansari has been using this phrase since a few months back. haha. i wonder how can my keceriaan be seen through my hellos on YM.
i've been much a failure these days. i don't know what went wrong with me. i end up doing things i'm not supposed to. myTeddy should scold me more often instead of keeping his anger to himself. i deserve the scoldings.
sayang, if you are reading this, i'm sorry for all the things that happened lately. if it wasn't for me, none of these things would have taken place. i'm so sorry. please forgive me.