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26 November 2006

i spilt it out

i told him everything that i've ever felt. each and everything.

jealousy, thoughts, feelings, queries, etc.

twice in a week i did the almost similar thing. i almost cried. my bottom jaw was shaking when i tried hard not to let the tears out and he somehow saw it.

i did it again this morning in a message. he called me and said,

"dah tu, jangan nak fikir lagi. kalau ayang fikir lagi, nanti b buat
betul-betul"
ouch! that hurts even more. that's my challenge. i've got to tell my brains to stop. i really need a break from all these things before i go crazy.

need to read more agama stuff. need to taubat. nak tebus dosa.

and it has to really start soon or maybe even now.

3 comments:

ZeMMs said...

"Nak tebus dosa"? Now that sparks some curiosities. What kind of dosa would a nice girl like u do.. :) (ps: that's not a question. more like a compliment)

melissa said...

haha. shhh, not going to tell you. =p

Irdzra said...

hey mel..i hope all is well with you now babe.. ;)

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