25 August 2004

still the same

day after day,
i prayed and wished,
everything that happened,
will be gone for good.

i couldn't sleep well,
every night because of this,
all i could do is just,
to pray and ask for help.

but besides trusting god,
i also need to trust myself,
i've totally no confidence,
at all in me.

i tried to keep myself busy,
so that i won't be thinking,
anything about it,
but it doesn't seems to work.

i'm so confused,
and blinded.

if only i could turn back time,
and actually planned my steps,
nothing would happen at all,
and i'll beleading my normal life.

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